24.11.08

all you do is talk

Sigh. My portfolio is complete. All I need to do is print two bound copies and hand them in. After turning in today's two papers, I have one research paper, a World Politics assignment, and one final to complete. I should be calming down by now, but I'm still stressed out. . the fact that I haven't washed dishes in a week, Kalliop's liter box needs changed, and my phone is damaged from dropping it in the snow adds unnecessary stress to this end-of-the-semester chaos . . along with the fact I keep thinking about where I'm ultimately going to end up in a month and a half, since I haven't had much time to focus on post-graduation plans. I know this will all come to an end sooner than I realize, but I guess this is what gives me the most anxiety. And, I just want to sleep. . for days. ugh. I've turned into a complaining asshole.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

no, you've turned into every single college student around finals--stressed. how many times have you pulled this off? for years, right? you really don't seem to have much left (i know this is easy for me to say, but three things left..? you're fine) and this is what bothers me most about you: you doubt yourself.

so knock that shit off. i miss you.